well, thats what I think most blogs are doing now adays... accomodating so much trash of stress and crap until they can compile a whole shit mound.

Well, well well well, I am no longer in Jurong Junior College, thanks to poor support and crappy pressure from people who don't know subtlety of emotions in strong faked fronts put up by guys like me, Its easier to shrug off excess stress and crap and just pretend you are a carefree dude who don't giva damn, a loser.... sad thing is, those who don't see this themselves are total pathethic losers, they fail to see what the hell education is all about...

Well, to commemorate this auspicious day that my blog is finally learning the ways of the works, the tools of the trades, I shall unleash a hell load of a pile of insubstantial worth of mindless rants that actually are stained with bits of inteligience both witty and wise, or otherwise... pure stupidity? think for yourself

Ok, First off, MOE threw me into Innova Junior College(reason, cos none of my choices were picked), well, here are the pros and cons.... lets start with the good news...

1. I get to do tripple science or double maths double science IF I stay...
2. Its near causeway point, hell yeah Cathay Cineleisure...
3. I know of a primary school classmate AND friend(phew, super relief) living nearby to the Marsling mrt side of Woodlands...(friggin big north of Singapore, but in truth and actual context.... its bloody small)
4. There are subtle characters the likes of my former self... and one of them is named.... guess.... David...
5. There're these few organisations, the Jammer/musician's club, a christian group, some stuff here and there, I think i'll form my own arson club -: to heck Singapore laws to make our own fireworks blast in a way we want them to, and our own fragment bombs or what ever for the heck of it...


NOW THE BAD NEWS.... whoah whoopin ass hot...

1. Boonlay to Woodlands... from my house.... its from the westmost of Singapore to the North most of Singapore... so it takes 1 hour 20 minutes on average to arrive at school...
2. Frigin hell, Innova is less than 40% complete I believe... its dusty here and there blah blah... well at least their drink stall allows self custom smoothies... great relief...(hey CJC also has, so it can't be added to the pros)
3. Its located hell far from the bus stop, so I just walk the heck long distance... not good if its a very very hot sunny day... or a windy stormy day with downpours comming in buckets of Tigers and Wolverines...
4. You can get lost in the morning if its too misty...
5. Nobody knows what the standards at Innova would be... but since we are top 20% either way... or top 25% cos of appeals... then what the heck, it won't be half as bad at secondary school(that means, we can still communicate with everybody... but still... no standards set..)
6. Orientation only has 1 dance...
7. Uniform... latest rumours... its gona look like PJC black and white...
8. Most CCA cannot function properly unless you join the musicians/jammers club(most well funded as to date... cos lots of enthu people, i'll be joining for sure IF i can), this is due to unfinished construction of facilities... the EXPECTED deadline of completetion to be somewhere early in April around 4th April.... gogogo construction workers... you have... leme see.... err... 10 days left?
9. Well actually the most CCA cannot function properly.. I mean as in our own campus... we can still go over to the sports school located next door... but seriously... that still isn't necessary goodnews.... competition to share stuff.... blah
10. THE CANTEEN.... IS TOOOO SMALL...(well ok the current standing position of the canteen... it reminds me of JJ... we are sooo darn lucky we don't have J2s yet...)
11. Lack of really chio chiobus... ok can't complain with what I've seen at PJ so far... but oh man... 1st 3 months at JJ felt like heaven compared to this...
12. I've got a feeling there are lots of bengs in the nearby crapily diciplined school of WoodGrove sec?(friend quit school cos of lots of crapp stuff that happened there... first hand account of kena bitch slaped by best friend, chalenged by so many Ah Lians... sian diao waste of time)
13. War games today lasted only 1 hour or was it 1 and a half hour? too bloody short for the fun...(fun but too blardy short.... cos its what, too fun? or too blardy short?)
14. Level of spirit is wierd.... the ice breakers only did about nothing cept give a few laughs to the more sociable of the lot... me included, prettymuch unlike JJ orientation...(where I think maybe only 2 people out of the whole OG were left out cos they were tooooo.... what? timid? insecure? whatever the heck, they can't survive if they continue like that, the people i mean)

Oh yeah... the Principal.... her speech... she love to stretch and add rubbish to a flawless begining and where it should have supposedly ended 20 minutes ago...

But for everything else... Ah well, Innova JC has a bright and brilliant future, the students are bloody heck independant and know how to do stuff without teachers (or at least I hope so), whats that word again? self-responsible?

Well 1 think for sure... its an experience thats gona rox past what I had in JJ for first 3 months... (but not first week of course... JJ orientation still owns all)

Oh yeah, Innova JC, the POP-star program is a heck of intresting, its about Persuation of Passion, gota be supported by the heck lot of us youths... I am all for it! (cos it doesn't mind even if your passion is to be a road sweeper, they'd help you along both legs and feet to achieve your goal with this programe)

OK, long post should be over liao, time i KO on my bed too, tomorow gona witness my bro's baptism... he so long then finally baptise... wahahahahahaha

Wah Ahmad ah Ahmad, this blog post for you, your slashing yurself is gona leave scars, really, try my style, bang head on table, whack yurself(not too hard lah), or you just really have to laugh, those MOMA jokes, what the hell man Open a can of whoopass and its a new source of energy Oh yeah, comming home is kinda boring(usually) so im usually out, unless if I can't date this girl or that then i'll be slogging at the comp, like at msn kinda thing Besides, slashing the wrist like sooo straight, seems like you do it too many times already, you haven't tried whacking yourself with something right?, oh yeah, you need to laugh like crazy, really man, laugh so much the old void of memories becomes a joke, its not only you man, in truth, lots of other people have these kind of problem, the main thing is that, YOU BEAT ALL OF THEM!!!, wana know why? cos you don't do drugs, you don't gang, you don't do stupid stuff that poisons your body, you just cut cut cut, its not as bad as alcohol addiction or drugs, though its gona be pretty much messier blah heck the cuts, try something else TRY PLAYING COMPUTER GAMES (ok this is stupid though, n i really dun recomend those who are already game freaks... shesh... they are like... glued to it... worse than alcohol addiction...) You get to interact with people, you can mask your character, you can even ROLE PLAY(play Massive Multiplayer Online Role Playing Games), then you can throw your other Ahmad self there, n start trying some scuicide stunts or something, of course you don't play till it becomes an addiction, there are plenty of free downloads over the net, and things like yahoo internet games etc, i know... Rune Scape(ok this sounds like centuries old stuff... to some of us..) OH YEAH AHMAD, YOU LIKE TO READ BOOKS!!!, Keep reading man, you are soo melodramatic, thats why you take so many things too seriously, duh, its either too many sad books or something, read happy stuff, Harry Potter, i think he could be like, thinking of ways to kill off Malfoy all the time, but you are like, thinking of ways not to hate other people, gosh i think you are too kind, LOL, yep Ahmad, you are a kind guy who is sincere in things you do, you can make enemies regret to hate you... gosh... hahahaha OK AHMAD, dun blast stuff at yourself, i find it didn't work after a while(people called me siao and shit like that), just be who you are, its ok for all these stupid thoughts to come flooding back, its only that you don't have some higher sentient being you can count on to keep you company all the time, even when you are alone etc... trust me, pray to God, he is always there, (TRUST ME MAN, there is God, and because he knows there are people who are so sincere like you, he presents himself there, he is free, and has all the time to spend with you, he is always there weather you know it or not, weather you are cutting yourself etc, dun worry man) Ok, just remember, you are one blessed guy, you are perfect with sincerity, and God is with you nomatter what! Duh, this goes same for all those people out there who take out the stuff on their enemies etc...

lalalalalalalallaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar la

u see ah

i see liao lah

only way to work things out

ignore lo

totally ignore

treat them like wet towels, just avoid, but then, throw them in the sun, dry them up, then lead them to dry fuel, then burn them....

Heh, so easy.... ease my emotions etc... sigh... life is soooo easy...

haven't been to see the doctor yet, sigh, aiya, i think play too much tennis, then didn't drink enough water... wewt! Tennis owns all man, hua hua hua, but play pplay play until 7 pm then go home, whoah seh late sia... aiya, too tired to type more now, later then type....

Whoah Friday was a blast... Hari Raya Haji mah, then HOLIDAY!!, woooot no school so good, or i duno, well but if there was any school on friday hor i think i die le, whoah seh, Physics tutorial haven't finish lo, hahahha, ok lets see, whoah Friday, my orientation FAMILY(aka 5 groups... 6,7,8,9 & 10) went outing to Sentosa!! we went to Siloso beach... hehheh partay!! play play, mass dance, fall down in the sand, play voley ball, jump into the sea(some got thrown in... da 1, 2 ,3 throw!! kinda thing), splash here splash there, then get a bit of tan lo, hehheh

Lets see, in the morning we met at Jurong East MRT station, got 2 OG leaders, n the rest of us members(duh), took the train to Harbour front station, picking up more people at Clementi, Bounavista and etc various locations, OH YEAH THIS GUY, when we were waiting at Jurong East MRT station platform, his name is Melvin, from River Valley sec, went to ACJC one, he like stranger like that hor... i duno him one, went behind my friend Rui Xiang... and WHAHAWHAHAHAHHA, PULLED HIS PANTS DOWN, hahahahaha, funny man, Rui Xiang was talking on the phone, so he was of course, stunned and embarassed lah... hahahaha, then they all play play chase each other around then we left for Harbour Front station

Reach Harbour front station, met up with other groups, then chiong Sentosa, some others were comming later so we dun wait...(ahem the bus can hold 100+ people + other tourists or not? no right? duh...) then at Sentosa, paid admission, first stop my group went to was... Palawan beach, go walk walk, walk to station, play abit of the ball... (Soft volley ball... but we used to play soccer.... SIAO RIGHT? later ball explode or punctured... funny man) then took the Monorail to Underwater world.... wah like go to all the stops then stop at Underwater World station... which was just before Palawan Beach station... AHHAHAHAHAHAHA, ahhh... Under Water World... brings back memories.... I remember sleeping infront of the huge glass tank... me n Alex played a little game with Mr. Loh(he was unconciously playing a part...) the approach the Loh and run when he snores.... hahahahha, oh yeah Mr Loh... broke his "bed" hahahahhaha too heavy... oh yeah there were other stuff like poker under the GWS Hologram, etc...

Then we went to Siloso beach, play play play, until 2 or 3 pm, then took monorail tothe station JUST BEFORE UNDERWATER WORLD STATION.. WHAHAHAHAH ironic man..., we went to the Ferry Terminal station, buy burger king, eat eat, then tada, Happy birthday to Narin!, Give her her present, play abit, take photo here and there(abit siao hor we?), then we go back to Underwater World... then Siloso Beach... there i play volley ball until hand cannot tahan anymore then out... whoah last round i played really nice man... the ball like dun want to hit the sand like that... until i made a mistake (cos hand sooooo pain le.... aaahhh!!), then i ran to the shore, dip my feet into the COOOL WATER..... aaaahhhhh... sun setting.... sand still warm.... water cooling.... sand beneath my feet... waves of water dashing against my knees, whoah... felt like Heaven...

Then it was time to go, then go to Harbour Centre...(used to be world trade centre), go in, EAT DINNER.,.... whoah seh, they went to mac... i sooo hate mac... dun ask me why... i just dun like mac... maybe only like the Sausage egg Mc Muffin... the rest can go flush down toilet bowl man..., whoah then i went away from group to go eat at Julius!!!(Julius Orange isit?), Classic Dog and a what was that?? duno what smoothie... the Pine apple Coconut one, whoah very nice to drink, but after drinking alot hor... whoah my tongue like cut like that.... (Pineapple effects hahahaha), then go back mac... whoah my OGL... he NEVER TELL ME HE GO AND EAT AT THE Taiwan Snacks STORE!! (Taiwan right? or something...) WHOAH SEH HE ATE OYSTER MEE SUAH AND NEVER TELL ME!!! AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!, Gosh, the food there really nice to eat lo, then later he buy the Chicken, whoah NICE TO EAT MAN... even if you are full you still want to eat HAHAHAHAHAHHA

Oh well, after dinner, then go home time, groups break off here and there, most of my OG, the stick together people... we went to Amos house... go and swim there, well 5 guys, the 2 gals that went didn't want to swim... then after swimming hor... then wah seh... sad lo... the OGL that ate Mee Suah without me decided to go home... Teddy... (Zheng Xian) had to go home too... (His mom angry and call him to come home... so sad.) then whoah this one very pengs man... one of the gals cry... (Sheena) cos her BF angry mah... so many guys, sleeping over at GUYS house... n whole day never call him or tell him then suddenly just say like that...(whoah must report everything to him one meh?? over possesive man...), then he came and pick her up lo... wah our spirits all like flush down toilet bowl liao...

Well returned to Amos house, EAT SUPPER... WHOAH SEH, the FOOD HOR,, ULTRA GOOD, WAH, Hokkien Mee, n Carrot Cake(fried), whoah nice man, eat until ying you jing you(this cheng yu right? yep), then time to watch movie... guess what we watched? Ju-ON, wahahaha abit scary lah... but i find it very dissapointing lo, its not that scary in the end...(to me... to you guys maybe its scary...)

Then whoah , funny man, Rui Xiang n Reena wanted to mass dance... so we watch them lo... then whoah Rui Xiang totally Exagerate man.... sooooo dang funny, whoah Reena wana dance also cannot dance... Amos laughing until huging his blanket, i leaning on table... Reena on the floor laughing... Literally.. ROFL.... WHAHAHAHHAHA, well after dance, time to sleep, whoah Reena is gal leh.... so how?

She says this "Treat me like a guy lah", then if they sleep on bed hor, confirm no space to sleep 4 ppl, so i went over to Andy's room (Amos brother) and we sleep with Cookie... she dang funny always jump on us.... (Cookie is a Maltese... very cute!!), while Amos... Rui Xiang... and Reena sleep on Amos' bed.. yep, 2 guys 1 gal, respectively aligned according to the afore mentioned names... funny man...

In Andy's room... i think he abit scare lah... sleep with toilet lights on(give reason that Cookie may need to go to the toilet mah then cannot see how to go?.... ahahahahha) then he ask me some questions.... then i had this plan... whoah i talk in my MOST BORING voice ever.... like some super boring history teacher, so he ask me 1 question... forgot what le.... or was it soemthign about science one? whoah i had alot of stuff can talk about... so i began droning at him.... whoah effective man.... 35 seconds or less... he was already asleep, i called him twice... Hello? Andy?, no response... aha, he sleep le... then i go sleep lah.... Ju-ON all out of our minds and dreams...

Morning wake up at 10 am... play with cookie... she very cute man... then after awhile, all woke up, call Sheena see if she ok, then Zheng Xian... duno what happened to him, then ah well, we all go out, meet Sheena to eat brunch .... sad me man.... know where we go? Bukit Batok.... MC DONALDS>... AHEHAEHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAARGH!!, why ah? Mac so fun meh? then aft breakfast... (i lousy mode cos mac mah... so eat only McFlurry Oreo..) Rui Xiang left... Reena also.... then the rest of us went to walk walk in West Mall... go CD shop look here look there

Then after that, go Coffee Bean stone... i ate Quiche n 1 larch Hot Chocolate... then we left.... then Amos go Sheena House, I went to Joel's house... play until night time ate dinner then go home sleep..... whoah super eventful man....


Wewt!!! Thank God he protects me all the way hehheh!

WEWT!, JC life is hiong man!, no longer stupid secondary school style so damned slow and stupid... this time hor... we got no actual fixed homeroom, we move all over the school for different lectures and tutorials... cos there is no such thing as lessons le... WOOOOO HOOOOO, of course still got homework and Chinese lah... but its all waaay more fun....

My class hor.... alot of ppl from M'sia... isit that Singaporeans are becoming more and more stupid? whoah i am one of the few RARE Dragons in my class man... the rest all rabits... some Tigers also... n one more thing... I xiao shi hou also lived in M'sia one hor! so we are like the same also! See Singaporean students becoming more and more complacent cos they thing they have good life dun have to study etc... cos they think they got superiority!! PENGS..... die liao lah.....(well just my miniature argument.... practice for GP hahahaha)


Whoah GP very intresting man.... whoah makes you really wana pick up the newspaper and keep reading and memorising all the words and their meanings and etc... cos my GP teacher is sooooo fun!!!, she knows how to keep us entertained and make the tutorial REALLLY intresting man!@!


Oh yeah.... allllllll games on halt... except sports or real life stuff..... or chess... ok lets say... ALLL COMPUTER GAMES ON HALT... for how long? Maybe forever.... yesh!!


Aiya so what! PC games only mah!... in JC got more better stuff to do... i tell you ah, looking at gals and lettingg 1 whole group follow you or tease you here n there is dang fun man, WEWT, lets see, whoah got one i duno the gal's name she know my name and dun want to tell me her name so i call her "hello Iduno!", then got cute cute gals that share personal oppinions of stuff to me one.... then got one whoah very extrovert seh, we go home together if posible one... n loads more.... of course talking about the better looking ones lah.... aka... CHIO!!! wewt!!


Ok make more noise then not cool le, shoot, well so long never blog must add more quality content for you guys to read mah!, like i duno your term and definition of quality like that!, Ha!!... oh yeah, over the course of time in JJ, i found out something really funny.... Mr. Leow is not 18 years old.... kana bluff by duno how many seniors until i happen across this group, gosuneh, the cool-in clique that hangs around special times and places in the school one, whoah alot of info seh from them... ESP... ok cannot say name...


Well, JJ overall is quite OK lah... but if my L1R5 score really nice... i might go another JC lo, hehhehhehhehhehehe.... ok stop laughing lahh.... hahahahhahah



Well, got nice looking peeps here.... i mean it... really nice looking lo.... like me.... (well when the mode and ambience is right... whoah some people realllly look super man....)


Ok cut off here.... time to go read books and newspaper le.... esp Chinese.... must learn Su yu and Cheng Yu and etc.... gosh...

Waah.... ok so sorry... Merry Christmas All..... Happy New Year All!!

Yay... ok well now that the banalities are over, check this out man

Ok, went to Calvary Pandan Church on 2nd Jan Sunday Night.... so doesn't clash with my Morning service at my own Mt. Calvary Baptist Church, hehhe

Wah this guy.... Dr. S H Tow, his message very very good man, very nice, new 6 month thing, the whole message stretches that long, the first part is already OWNAGE, so nice to listen, he is a good story teller man, about Footprints on the Sands of Time, about his life, the WW2 etc, what happen, poverty, alot of cool stuff happening in his life man, how it relates very nicely to the Bible hehheh

Ok, that over(yeah you should go check out man that church, that meeting, 6:30 or 7:30, forgot le, i think 6:30 bah, very worthwhile, very nice), time to talk about... NEW LIFE IN JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE... for first 3 months lah, aiyo

Ok I met my new friend there, didn't know he live so near me only, guess his Prelim Aggregate, wah seh.... our school embaressment man.... he not even top hor, his L1 R5 is 8 points, A maths A1, E maths A1, Bio A1<--- this whoah man... pro..., everything else dang good, English A1, Chinese A2 n another A2.... wah seh.... all jelouse liao... flushed with jelousy man... well not really lah, just envy...

His name is.... Remember this well... relates to super star name hor, same way that mine does!!.... Robert!!!! from Boonlay Secondary, he chao gosu man, score so well for prelims... wanted to go National, but sigh... 1 point short after his cut off with bonus.... well not bad man... his bonus would then be 7 points... pro...

Well, then, ok he's sociable, good natured, and inteligient, see I like smart people who knows when I am joking and when I am not, smart seh, I like it!

AHHHH hahahhaha what the heck.... ok today... on NWN D&D 3.5 that server thing again... whoah i met this ass hole that sounded just like some one i knew... and he is a very very.... lousy liar...

Ask my age... first instigate i am 12 year old... ok lets see... hmm according to physiologists... its a reaction by some one of the same age... roughly... or some one around 16-17 years of age to show superioty by anonymity over net.... cos you can claim anything... he/she claimed to be 32....(i'll show you that person's level of immaturity later...)

Heh... wish that it'd come true?

Wishes... something that you want... but think you cannot get, yet through it, you bear some hope... it is hope... for a want...

A wish...

Tossing coins into a wishing well... hoping for a lucky strike... what do you get back in return?...

A bit of hope... a ray of hope... a drop of hope... a wisp of hope... a mere illusion of hope?

Depends...

This hope... usually... what do you put in it?

You know... its actually something that sticks to you for a LONG LONG time.... Looo n g time...

Why?

Its the faith... its the trust... though not tangible... it is there... you hope for a wish come true... and put more trust into it than in your friends... because... of just a little bit of?

Hope...

Wish...

Hope for a wish...

Want... hope... wish... desire...

Some times... its different... but there is always this... faith... trust... loyalty... side...hope...

All is not lost... on this Christmas eve... I bid you all a very happy and Merry Christmas... just a little wish to come true? Hope on it!, and all of you... a very happy new year.

Bored seh... heh... last week was Church Camp... wah chao tired man... now my biological clock all inverted liao... like that duno what air con inverter one... ??? , pengs man, you see I 3 am blogging, SIAO BO!?, never mind

Ok On Friday, I got back my posting results for PAE JC selection tingy, n... I AM NOW OFFICIALLY IN JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE... For first 3 months, ahem, this doesn't not mean that I will be there permanently, If my O levels recieve better results, I might choose to go to another JC =P better one duh... like NJC... (cos VJ too far... T-T)

Ok, lets see, my new gfx ATI Radeon 9800 XT... (no moneh to get Zhi Xian reco... the xiao X850 XT PE... siao man, where got 1.5k just for gfx card one? i might as well get myself a new ibook to use)