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Dec 20, 2004
PENGSORZ... WRONG BROWSER MODE AGAIN... pengz... Mozila again.. aiya, wait ah...
Posted at 02:58 am by Kokoroko
Dec 5, 2004
Always blur, confusion man!!
CON FU SION i say C O N F U S I NG EHRIEWJR
werarwer
wkaiwkejri naowkerjiw aliwejrk iajwro alsiew ra iwer oa ewrk iaw raoljl afiw nacier woa sfkei waorew alsfdciweca owerf aera nwefja ilvjealwifvwa
Wu luiao
i mwan it
I hate gay people
Gay fags to hell and die
N stay there
to stay
KNS may all gays faggots die and rot in hell
THey are like FalSe HelMiTes...
kana sais
stupid to hell
bo balls
bo dicks
bo ji
bo anything man
chao yuckseirjwiejri
geting? it?
yeeauch, when im minister etc, i will pass a law, ALL GAY FAGS ARE BAN THEIR LIFE IF THEY WANA CONTINUE BEING GAYS IN ANYWHERE I STEP
gosh man, lots of straighters will sign this petition, Including God himself
woot
yeah man
eurgh, werjwariw
wiakweorkaierwoa awekra o wekr oa ewr laiwe rlaoe wir o kieros areow aliewr oawer alcowpr speor
wu liao
hinuristoer nimfpuhute-irosto wainwadestafitosmeor
CURSES BE UPON THOSE DICKLESS GAYS WHO KNOWS NOT THE WRONG THEY DO, kana sai Posted at 04:33 pm by Kokoroko
Dec 4, 2004
OK I'm back from Holiday at some island in Malaysia ... Pulao Besar or Bersar which in english translate to BIG ISLAND
wu liao
yeah whatever, ok it was really chao chao chao boring there... like everything so laxed untill you just wana sleep the whole day, eat then go sleep again
Maybe brush teeth and bath inbetween
Well, wana go fishing there also catch nothing though we(family members) saw some reef fishes...
Wu LIAO can see but cannot catch(cannot touch) WU LIAO MAN
Then go buy flippers
I got a yellow pair
=P
OK then lets see what else did we do... wanted to buy watch but I didn't bother the heck untill in the end didn't buy(cos in the end I said, I'll buy myself... =P later)
And then come back today hor after 3 days, wah seh, MY GFX CARD like FRIED chipset man.... kns you know how much I PAID for it and it only lasted me a year? $800 for the GFX CARD LEH!, ATI RADEON 9800 PRO KNS THE BEST JUST 1 YEAR AGO...(of course now you ask Zhi Xian his gfx card is what its now better.... cos he very up to date one... kns i wun spend $1200 just for that stuff man... X800 XT P something... blur le...)
Waseh man, aiyo, I think if I saved on every bit of $$ spent on Holiday also wun be able to afford a new card seh... kuku jiao... argh...
ok blog dao zhe li le, hope the card can magically fix itself bah...
Posted at 09:02 pm by Kokoroko
Nov 30, 2004
Hmz, should I or should I not? Hmz... aiya... hmz... oh no aiya run run!, quick run!.. whupers
Wut toking I?
Wo bu Zhi Dao
Who comes here often ah?
Like is it too few updates or?
Hmm, yeah ok I think I should
OK FROM NOW ONWARDS, THIS SHALL CONVERT TO... DIARY mode
Yesh, I wan to keep diary le, online, but ppl can view de, hahaha!!
Ok lets start with today bah...
Aiya pengs, today very boring, no lah, very fun la if you like to sit down at comp stare at screen and solve puzzles or read stories(like me ahaha)
I did not go swimming tonite, aiya, too late le lah, its almost midnite
Hmm, lets see I played abit of Neverwinter Nights, (Stresstesting my gfx card to see if the new stuff really works magic on it)(not abit of Neverwinter Nights lah considering I played through chapter 2 from start...)(Or was it not from start?, never mind, all seems like today anyway)
Hmm, look for job huh? I so dang lazy to look for it man... just gime something to do lah, anything also can de
If got some one pei me can le, too dang bored to go bore myself further by doing lonly stuff
Hehheh XD
Tomorow going some where for a while so wun be comin back for 3 nights, shldn't miss me bah, considering start of Holidays are usually eventful and fun and ... yeah LOTS OF EXCITEMENT, YEAH ALL GOING OVER SEAS OR PLANNING OR JUST WOOT.. TRYING TO KEEP THE DAYS BORING THEN BLAMS, Next day have fun like SIAO AH!
Ok me going offline le, good night! Oyasumi! Mata Ja ne~!
Oh no cannot go offline yet, must write something meaningful or I wun rest...
OK, you know what stars are? Maybe you heard of this before somewhere lah, haha
Ok stars right? You know, even during day time, they shine! Its only that during day time the light from the sun is disperse by the... Ok never mind go straight to the point.
Always remember, even if we are lost, without *hope* so called, blah, bu zhi dao yao wang na li pao, and it seems like all hope is lost, nobody left etc... always remember that there are people there for you, even if you don't see them, they are just like the stars, always in the sky, even if you dun see them during the day, they are still there shining brightly for you!
No body really goes away... remember that... they are just being a star in the sky for you... XD enjoy! Posted at 11:58 pm by Kokoroko
Nov 14, 2004
David, a nice name indeed!
Wo zhi dao you shi hui wu lu ke zou, dan shi yi xiang dao ni jiu zhi dao yao wang na pao, zhi yao neng yi chi zai lu shang yu dao ni jiu shi, wo xian zai zai xing li suo zui xiang yao de yi jian shi!
Suo yi, wo jui wang zhe lu de fang xiang pao, yi zhi mei you zhu yi dao zai hou bian gen zhe di yi ge ren...
Zhi gu zhe zhi ji, zhe xing li yao de dong xi, shi fo neng kan jian yi xuang xian jing jai wang zhe wo ding zhe
Wo yi zhi mei you xiang dao ni de gan shou, dan xian jai zong yu fa xian ni jai ting zhong, zhi yao ni neng jai gei wo yi chi ji hui de hua!, wo yi ding neng gou bao zheng ni de yuan wang cheng zhen!
da da da dada, dada dada....
so on....
ok i think i'll type that out when my comp is fixed up! =P
I want to be what I want to be, always putting faith in what I want to be, yeap yeap!, no dreams fly too far, nothing is too high to reach, everything is posible, I am going to prove it to every one out there!
Hahaha!, You can also do it too, just a little faith that you can do big stuff, not lots of faith that you can only do small stuff.... A little faith goes a long long way... perserverance!! Remember Edison and his light bulb!! Posted at 09:04 pm by Kokoroko
Oct 24, 2004
Intresting hor.... so intresting... ahhaahhhahaaha
Yuppers, its so intresting, to say, so intresting...
You see the ... trail marks?
Sugests what?
Yep you got it!(I hope)
...
Thats what you're thinking about now!
=P
And yeah ... again
But its intresting that I can be this right
Yeah...........
I am ...
Feeling ...
The ...
Sometimes...
...
Ok its getting ...
Its already ...
I am attempting to make this vertically the longest blog ...
In ratio to the least ammount of wordings...
...
...
Go download Jazz midi version of Favourite Things...
Start feeling the ...
Ok I think its enough le ...
Wah seh ...
OK SURVEY OVER, did you feel the calmness? Blueness? Or Boredomness?
Yep, the ... sugests the word, LAME, or Boredom.
So next time during chats or blog or whatnot, try not to use the ... Sign
It makes the blog seems very wana die wana die like that.
Oh yeah I've been going around on ppl's blogs, seems like they use it as a vent for frustrated feelings etc. bad feelings and trash, then all the good stuff, seldom blogged down, so kuku, AHAHHAHAHAHA
So it always make the blog all so boring and tiresome, nothing intresting in life, you know, makes me wonder if it contribute to scuicide cases sometimes =P ITS SO DEPRESSING!
Gosh make life fun man! I mean, whats there to be sad about?
Some blogs are like, Merry Go Round, the horse type, going up and down and in circles, they start of happy, then seem to go sad at the end, others are worse, sad all the way, then abit of hope at the end, woot
I have yet to see a blog with ALL happy feelings, no sad nothings, all kewl intresting stuff to read man.
Some one tag me one please =P
Oh yeah, Os comming, play less le, startin to feel the panic again, hahahahaha, but I KNOW I will win, Os are too weak a test, too stupid a test, gosh, its so stupid, and inaccurate sometimes, =P I mean, so if you took a few extra subjects yourself and then self studied them for like maybe a total of 40 hours, and all your other friends have spend like 600 hours on that subject, and you still beat them, what does this show? It shows you're better than your friends right? so can you judge that even if you score better, and the hours being spent so much less, your bonus should be 540 hours? Well, O levels cannot do that! so stupid! Sad, if I never went to school, I think I'd be in Uni by 11, or graduated then, I realised my genius, and I just remembered why it shut up then, when I was 3, stupid parents I guess, but its ok, its opening up now.
Time to pump up and get myself straight A1s for O levels, everything seem so easy, gosh, so easy, gosh too easy, I wonder why am I even taking it now, gosh gosh gosh.
OK, never mind, people out there! Os are easy, dun ... me I tell you!, Dun take this as if it would end your life or something! Always have SELF ENCOURAGEMENT!!, GO EAT CHOCOLATE!, TALK TO PEOPLE WHEN YOU'RE DOWN! DUN BACKSTAB!, always do stuff you won't regret! IF YOU CANNOT EAT CHOCOLATE, then... err... TELL JOKES, YEAH!, and Listen to them, not black humour type, GO EXERCISE!!
ok I think I'm done ranting, sneezing like siao now, woot.
O levels, straight A1s, here I come! Posted at 09:03 am by Kokoroko
Oct 23, 2004
Since the weather is nice... SLEEP!!
Yeah right, who would be so wudi... like me, never mind.
Wah seh, more you sleep, more tired you get... jump n run around abit after that and you get fatigued so easily... you wana go and sleep again -_-; cycle of CRUELTY MAN.... CYCLE OF SLEEP
Nah, when you sleep, your body regenerates lost energy, it recuperates, sending back lactic acids from in the muscles during vigorous excercises to the liver to be broken down(or fixed) into... glucose! again! yeah, or something else... forgot what le... (H2O2?) never mind i think i better start studying biology again... sigh... its been a while... like 3 months since i touched the book? Yeah body recuperates... mind recuperates... heart also recuperates!!
Thats the cool thing man, its so cool, lets say, when you get so mad or so angry or so sad you wanted to go and run around slicing up stuff, just jump into bed, (make sure you lock the door and everybody out) and then take a nap, as long as you want(if you can spare the time)... you should recover quite abit leh, hehhehheh... its better than jumping into the showers and turning on cold water at full blast (i remember i was once so angry, the showers didn't work, i think i broke the shower head =P)
Never mind, ok lets see... yeah I got my... hehhehheh... finally... after soooo long.... yep i know.... been some years kinda... =P Whats it? its a secret, you have to know its a secret, so WUAHAHAHAHAHA
Lets see... so now i've got the three things i wanted.... well.... so called wanted... must thank God!, THANKYOU MY LORD!! I KNEW YOU WERE GREAT!! XD ARIGATO!! GIME GOOD RESULTS ALSO!! YAY THANKYOU SO MUCH! I THANK YOU FOR THIS BRAIN, >_<, THIS GOOD LOOK, THIS STUFF YOU HAVE PROVIDED FOR ME... AND YOU!! hahaha!
Yeah, I felt his presense so great.... Yep, next time you go to bed hor, try to pray to God first, then feel his love for you by knowing that you can still breath, still see the world around you, or feel, and can still drink water! XD, yeah, and feel his presense there hehheh, he is waaay greater than what anybody can give... like... closer than a really good father.... because he is your true Heavenly Father...
Wah I think every time I blog, its quite long.... like essay writing like that! =P But hey! I blog only once in a long long millenia!
So there you have it!, I think i should blog more bah, rather than sit around and get tired by sitting around...
And I think I should change my Hair style, get a tan... etc... hmm life's so full of nice changes... and I know God will keep on keeping on and giving me more things!, He always cheers me up!... ALWAYS!! XD WUDI!!!
Posted at 12:34 am by Kokoroko
Oct 17, 2004
Jeremy Ang's birthday felt like yesterday..., I can remember it vividly in my mind... that apple crumble... barbecue... me being the only guy who toasted a bun... his birthday present I bought... his room I 'took shelter' in... the bed our whole group of friends jumped on to take a photo(no we didn't do anything... just photo... maybe smacked some one or two people around... what can so many guys on a bed do any way other than to try to remain on the bed?)
Yeah I remember still playing Ragnarok then... then getting my clarinet a while later...
OH MY GOSH, TIME FLIES... ITS 1 YEAR ALREADY!!...
O levels comming so soon...
This time another birthday to remember...
And its all in November...
WHOAH... what if Next year came as quickly too? and passed by just as fast?
I am growing into an old man... 15 to 16... 16 to 17.... then to 100.... I hope.... whoah... ok time flies... In the blink of an eye... 1 year has passed... 4 years has passed... 6 years has passed...
Time is so uncontrolable...
It can never be frozen... it can never be stopped...
It can never be returned...
I am glad that while I was still in this year... I did make friends... did open up, did change their lives for the better(i hope)... soooo..... since that time will never pass me by again... PHEW I AM SO HAPPY I DID IT... HENG AH...
So called...
Jeremy Ang's birth day...
Hahaha... and it just passed like 3 days ago...
We ate at west mall... Some spicy fish spegethi pasta... icecream... laughed it about... he said something about sitting at the same table... time just flies...
Gosh time just flies...
Don't waste it... don't lose it... we only have ONCE for everything to do at that AGE...(1 second older means you are 1 second older... you can never be the same as 1 second before... so called... =P)
Yay!! OK, ALL O LEVEL CANDIDATES OUT THERE! GIVE YOUR 99999999999999999999999999999% OK!, WITH ME!, WE WILL CROSS THIS BOUNDARY, AND REMEMBER IT... NOVEMBER TO COME, MANY MORE TOO! YAY!! (and more birth days to celebrate... though it will feel like the blink of an eye...) Posted at 04:04 pm by Kokoroko
Sep 21, 2004
Only a little perseverance to go a long while.
Its is not great speed, not high endurance, but just a little perseverance that lets you break beyond bounds of limits and go the further mile...
Continuity is power.
Never give up.
Things are easier said than done, but perseverance is already 100% of work done.
Thinking very fast, writing very fast, talking very well, being fast... only a little perseverance can then bid your customer to listen to you in the end.
Remember when we were little? Some teachers taught us a little song... I remembered it again... some time ago... when some one talked about the rain... and then today, I got into the rain myself... it is wet... it is refreshing... remember this... that we may have once forgotten...
The incywincy spider climb up the water spout...
Down came the rain and wash the spider out!
(what happened?)
But out came out the sun and dried up all the rain and....
The incywincy spider went up the spout again!
Things may take turns for better, or for worse... but remember... after the rain has fallen, and we are wet... the sun will come up again and warm our spirits!
Never let go.
Thanks for your kind words.
No wonder nursery rhymes are so important.. that they actually teach it...
Posted at 04:41 pm by Kokoroko
Aug 1, 2004
Caring for the sake of it, it being what you want it to be
Are you scared? Stupid question, were you scared before? When was that? Are you still scared? No? Who helped you.....?....
Then, after that... did you realise... that you wanted to help others too? Those who were scared...?.... Some out of pride, will reject, others, out of fear of you(ironic) will reject... Others, chose to suffer because they want to... ... crazy... maybe?... maybe not...?
Even more so... there were times... you wanted to care... yet you did not want to show you did... or even less so... you wanted to show you care... but did not... ? ... Sad... Happy.... what do you feel?... There are things you wish to do... having the honor of defending your loved ones with your life... or your own with other's lives.... a disgrace if the latter...
But then, isn't it ironic... that instead of other's who reject your help, it is you who reject their offer... who reject wanting to help them in the end...?.... by never letting them have a chance to prove themselves?... like they had let you for them...?....
Its not wrong, its very good... but then there are some times... you have to judge, when its time to finally reach for the helping hand... than be stubborn and lose all hope forever....
Posted at 01:34 am by Kokoroko
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